Thursday, September 25, 2008

As Yet Untitled

OK, here's the deal:  I have decided that I will post a brief bit about each chapter of my story as I work on it; so tonight I am posting the first bit.  Don't expect a ton of detail in these synopses, but if your interest is piqued, please feel free to comment or buzz me with a question and I will try to answer as best I can.  Without further ado...I present 'Part I'

Part I: Quotidian Life

Chapter 1: The Gospel of St. Jason

Wherein we are meet our principal characters: Jason Kincaid, a marketing executive for a company that provides software solutions to the alternative energy industry; Alexis Lefevre, his ‘model’ girlfriend, who is not really a model, and sort of a disaster when it comes to being Jason’s girlfriend; the members of Jason’s band, his quirky co-workers, and the community he has integrated himself into on the internet.

Jason is a moderately successful marketing executive at a company in which he believes deeply.  The problem is that he wants to be a writer.  He fears that, though he is young, he will one day wake up and realize that he has missed the opportunity to make a real mark in the world.  Each day that he goes to work and helps to make his company successful, he fears, is one more day along the path to obscurity and drudgery.  His solution is to find ways to divert his energies: he writes, he blogs and he plays bass in a band.  He keeps himself busy and tries to find outlets for his creative impulses.  More than that, he tries to avoid his girlfriend, Alexis.  It's not that he doesn't care for her, but she wants their relationship to be something that it just can never be (for a number of reasons that will become clear as the story progresses).  Jason's coworkers either don't understand him, or understand him too well.  Jason's band-mates are delusional, to one degree or another, about their prospects as a band.  Jason just wants to make his life into the one he envisioned for himself growing up.  Will he succeed?  If he succeeds, what will that mean?

What do you think?

I have been contemplating an idea: I am working on a story, and I am thinking that I will post 1 paragraph synopses of the chapters on here as I write to solicit opinions from anyone who has any interest in reading what I have to say.  I am not 100% sure that anyone will have any interest, but I suppose the only way to find out is to throw the idea out there and see if anyone responds.  So we shall see.

Friday, September 19, 2008

Got It ~ A poem(?)

Every time I think
I've got it figured out
something comes along
to storm my walls of doubt

To undermine my thoughts
and submarine my dreams
remind me one more time
that nothing's as it seems

And just when everything
looks to've crumbled all apart
you reach beyond my walls again
to tear away my heart

so when the dust has settled
and all the hopes are lost
when misery, my only friend,
has counted out the cost

and fled for greener valleys
escaped my wintry hold
to feel the sun upon her face
to slough this bitter cold

I think again 'I've got it!'
I know how life will be
I'll fall asleep alone again
and dream you're still with me

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Asymmetry

I have a theory about relationships.  It goes something like this: Most, if not all relationship problems can be traced to one root issue, which I have dubbed asymmetric expectations.

Let's take as an example two people who seem to like each other very much.  They share many common interests, they bond over shared experiences, and they generally seem to be headed in the same direction.  As a result, they choose to commit themselves to one-another.  Perhaps they marry, or it could be something less formal.  In any case, they have made a decision based on their previous experience of one-another to share their lives in some sense.  Each of these people bring a set of expectations to the relationship with regard to how each will be expected to behave in various situations, each will bring expectations about how certain decisions will be made, and each will bring expectations for the other with regard to the other's needs and ability to meet their own needs.  

When these expectations don't match in some respect, that is when they are asymmetrical, problems arise.  If husband expects wife to respond to a situation in one way and she does not, there will likely be some sort of friction.  Likewise, if girlfriend expects husband to meet a certain need which he is either unwilling or unable to meet, girlfriend is likely to be less satisfied than she otherwise should be.

It is my contention that when relationships of any sort, whether romantic or not, encounter difficulties it is because of these asymmetric expectations.  This phenomena should be familiar to anyone who has either been a boss or had a boss.  Perhaps people don't think about their relationship to their boss (or employee) in interpersonal terms, but the problem of asymmetric expectations is still pertinent.  I don't feel that I need to expand on this particular example, as the idea of a boss expecting a certain level of performance and an employee expecting to be rewarded a certain way, and neither being happy with the other's expectation is probably painfully recognizable.

The past few days have exposed a potential asymmetric expectations situation in my own life.  I have no intention of sharing the specifics for any number of reasons.  Suffice to say that my low mood tonight is largely due to this realization.  Thankfully, I should be able to rectify the situation by adjusting my own expectations accordingly.  

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Passion's Fire ~ A Poem

Diffuse, the flames of passion's blaze
Consuming
Relentless
Driving ever-onward
Pushing before it
The souls of lesser men
The timid
The meek
The passionless
Passive observers
Immolated by desire
Devoured
Fodder for the flame
Sustaining it
With neither aim, nor end
Passions fire
Eternal
Burning within...

Monday, September 15, 2008

Seduced by the Letter 'C' ~ A poem

Committed to clarity
Cognizant of communion
common comfort
Comic coalescence

My ever-cheerful center
the Core of my catharsis
celestial navigation in
eastern coastal waters

Carefree concordance
or concrete confinement
chains of love, broken
the crush of crushes

cynosure, I am not alone
you are, I am certain, the cure for
Cumbersome Commonalty

Saturday, September 6, 2008

The Food 100~Have you tried these?

1) Copy this list into your blog or journal, including these instructions.
2) Bold all the items you’ve eaten.
3) Cross out any items that you would never consider eating.
4) Optional extra: Post a comment here at www.verygoodtaste.co.uk linking to your results.

The VGT Omnivore’s Hundred:

1. Venison
2. Nettle tea
3. Huevos rancheros
4. Steak tartare
5. Crocodile
6. Black pudding
7. Cheese fondue
8. Carp
9. Borscht
10. Baba ghanoush
11. Calamari
12. Pho
13. PB&J sandwich
14. Aloo gobi
15. Hot dog from a street cart
16. Epoisses
17. Black truffle
18. Fruit wine made from something other than grapes
19. Steamed pork buns
20. Pistachio ice cream
21. Heirloom tomatoes
22. Fresh wild berries
23. Foie gras
24. Rice and beans
25. Brawn, or head cheese
26. Raw Scotch Bonnet pepper
27. Dulce de leche
28. Oysters
29. Baklava
30. Bagna cauda
31. Wasabi peas
32. Clam chowder in a sourdough bowl
33. Salted lassi
34. Sauerkraut
35. Root beer float
36. Cognac with a fat cigar
37. Clotted cream tea
38. Vodka jelly/Jell-O
39. Gumbo
40. Oxtail
41. Curried goat
42. Whole insects
43. Phaal
44. Goat’s milk
45. Malt whisky from a bottle worth £60/$120 or more
46. Fugu
47. Chicken tikka masala
48. Eel
49. Krispy Kreme original glazed doughnut
50. Sea urchin
51. Prickly pear
52. Umeboshi
53. Abalone
54. Paneer
55. McDonald’s Big Mac Meal
56. Spaetzle
57. Dirty gin martini
58. Beer above 8% ABV
59. Poutine
60. Carob chips
61. S’mores
62. Sweetbreads
63. Kaolin
64. Currywurst
65. Durian
66. Frogs’ legs
67. Beignets, churros, elephant ears or funnel cake
68. Haggis
69. Fried plantain
70. Chitterlings, or andouillette
71. Gazpacho
72. Caviar and blini
73. Louche absinthe
74. Gjetost, or brunost
75. Roadkill
76. Baijiu
77. Hostess Fruit Pie
78. Snail
79. Lapsang souchong
80. Bellini
81. Tom yum
82. Eggs Benedict
83. Pocky
84. Tasting menu at a three-Michelin-star restaurant.
85. Kobe beef
86. Hare
87. Goulash
88. Flowers
89. Horse
90. Criollo chocolate
91. Spam
92. Soft shell crab
93. Rose harissa
94. Catfish
95. Mole poblano
96. Bagel and lox
97. Lobster Thermidor
98. Polenta
99. Jamaican Blue Mountain coffee
100. Snake

There is also a vegetarian version, if that’s how you roll. And a FAQ, for those of you who frequently ask questions.

Apparently I have eaten quite a bit, but still have a ways to go! No cross-outs; that would be a sign of weakness.

Suggested soundtrack: Bhindi Bagee.